Raudha aka raraRETARD
Studying at Changkat Changi Sec
Friendly
Loves sushi
Geminian
Heart her frens and family
Most importantly, love herself


You're sweet just like the sun
But what happens when the sun doesn't stay?
The night reminds me when you went away (I don't care, I don't care)
Now my mind was pacing, heart is racing contemplating things that I lack
Even though you left me by myself, do I want you back?
Will you stay or will you walk?
will you let go?
Leave me all alone
I'm giving you one more chance
To make things last
Ring around the roses then she'll stay
Leave me once
Leave me twice
Kiss good-bye that will suffice
When you go away
Don't look back
Leave me once and i'll be fine
Leave me twice i'll make you mine
Just one more chance to make it once again

- 4:24 AM
Every time your near baby
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
I don't know what to do
And oh baby
I get kinda shaky when they mention you
I just lose my cool
My friends tell me Something has come over m
e And I think I know what it is
I think I'm in love
Boy I think that I'm in love with you I'll be doin silly things when it comes to you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you I've been tellin all my friends what I feel for you

wow . i tink im truly in love with yoo my love ! =)
- 12:04 AM
Im lazy to update ..
no mood. tired. but nevermind. just writing wads in my mind now.
Yesterday. went out Jalan Rayer with dearly Isya, Dewi and Dhirah .
Actualli. they went to my house first. then from there. we went .
Not many people's house we went to uh . coz some or mostly, there' out .
We didnt know but we went to Aqiem's house. HaHa ! Toyol was there . but act malu2 jer. aper darh . . .
then walk2. laugh2. mostly isya and dhirah. the crazy peeps. me and dewi. chill. haha !
at arnd 6 , dhirah had to go home and left the 3 girls. headed to TM .
got no destinations and went to take Neos. HaH . .
After dat. chill. walked arnd with the Mac Mochaholic in our hands and off, we went home.
haiis. and now. am alone at home.
So darn bored. Called Isya but no1 picked up the line . Stupid !
ARGH. KKae. TATA-TITI-TUTU
- 12:55 AM
Heyz.
Just came bak from kedai and saw dearest RADHIAH.
darh lamer seh tak jumper. kinda miss her. she makin lawa. pheeweet. maintain gerl k . =)
i miss my old frens. sofea. fhatiqha. atiqah and all those ppl. so long tk jumpe. woah im using broken english but nemine. once in awhile kan? yups.
then yesterday night. was on the phone with Khai. i kinda dared him to do smth and he did ! he told **** dat i dun like him anymore and i dun care abt wad **** gonna do with his gal. i heard wad Khai and **** had to say. but then i wasnt a bit sad or heartbroken. really. can go and die arh **** haha. geram. and i hafta wait for 2 damn days for Khai to tell him if **** meant it. hmmm.. did he ? argh. wadeva. dier tak akan kesah nyer.
argh! its gonna be 2 months right after school's reopen. yesterday which is not even 1 whole day that i miss school ! I MISS SCHOOL SO MUCH ! i wanna go to school instead of sitting at home. Like being quarantined. but i guess i will survive cos i get to go to school. hah. wad nonsense. Klar. bye. darh geram nie ..

I don't like or even love you anymore. Get it in ur freaking head
- 1:21 AM
Hey peeps.
Hmm. today didnt went to skool. felt so lazy and not in the mood. also. the Muslims are dismissed an hour or two earlier than the others. So. felt like it was a waste of time. rather stay at home. sleep.
Aright. now. im soo bored. later than am going out. gosh! alone at home smre. today i am fasting. ye larh. last day so wanna feel and experience the hunger and thirt for the pretty last time. chey2. no lar. not for the last tiem. alright. wad nonsense.
Just now. few minutes ago. i was looking outside my window and guess who I saw!?!?
HaHa. they are TWINS. guess already who? Yup. NAEN AND KHAIRIL. i dun noe what exactly are thye both doing around my neighbourhood with another guy. i was pretty shocked and couldnt believe my eyes but after i zoomed in. its was them. haha. cant belif it. they were both still in their school uniforms smre. never change2. haiyo. haha.now its them later who else. ****? impossible ..
Gosh! I cant wiat for tomorrow. HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. seems like the days pass really fast now. soon. the year 2006 would end. and off the sec 4s. haiis. will miss dem. hheheh.
Ending here. short.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ! DO FORGIVE ME IF I DID ANYTHING WRONG TO U GUYS YAR. =)
- 5:58 AM
Hm.. today went to Geylang in the afternoon. Eaarly2. i give up already. i mean to fast. tried but on the way home, i really cant take it. dehydration and weak. chey2. i bought 2 clothings for Hari Raya today. went round and round and luckily managed to get it. one was pink or purplish in color and the other was greenish in color. kebaya or kurung eh? haha. then while walking. i saw this cute guy walking in a group with his frens. mayb he's a matrep or wadsoeva but hes cute. dats all im commenting abt him. wonder wad skool he's in uh? haiis. forget it.

after all those hot and stuffy stuffs. bet at nite. it will be worser. more people. the atmosphere will be wonderful. yeah. i went to Tampines Mall. get some cool air there. on the way. saw quite many ppl uh. Syafiq ( iqa's bf) syafiq(pendek) syuhada, syairah. hajar. i smiled and they smiled bak. hoho. walked arnd Century Sq and tot of buying the Aqua Maybelline Foundation which cost $19.90 , the mascara and eyeliner. but towards the end. in a hurry. managed to buy the eyeliner onli. haiyoh. ppl choose2 the good2 one. hafta put it back. hais. wastte tyme onli but nemine. nxt tyme perharps.

then.. i was tired after the whole walking stuuffs and now i have to go. will continue this post again soon. wanna watch my fave story now. haiyo. kk. bye.
a post which is not finish and well written and elaborated. hoho.
- 3:07 AM
HUMM.
someone had just commented that my post are too short.
AWW! haha. i jyst write what im tinking rite now. dont bother to tink back. tinking what had happened. ouuuhh. my memory skills are pretty bad.
So. i cant wait to go out on the 17 and 28 of October. gonna go out with frenxyx. guess there would be so duper fun. i simply cant wait! kk. on some of the days would be with the sec toos and sec foos. alirght. dun wanna say anitink else bout this.

Hmm. im so bloody bored at home. all of my family members went to Geylang fer awhile to buy sum stuffs but its taking them ages. im alone. hearing all those blubbering from those people outside and construction stuffs. irritating. but nemine. those can keep me company. hehe.
Gosh. my minds blank now. so another really short post by me. hahas
Tmrs monday. then Tuesday. the next day would be school day! Woosh! i just cant wiat for skool nowadays. *tinking. bcoz of who? hhaa. k. tata!
- 3:08 AM
Hellohs =DD.

Yay! Im in the mood to bloghop. haha.

Aight. I can't wait to buker puaser. How Im desperate for food now. YummyLICIOUS!

Hmm.. lemme see. feel like eating BLACK PEPPER STEAK. HOT FRENCH FRIES. CHOCOLATE. KINDER BUENO. COOKIES AND CREAM ICE CREAM. woah! im stomach is grumbling. man. am not gonna crave for those foods animre after im full later. haha. IM HUNGRY! haaaaiiiiiissssss.

currently. chatting with NO1 ! no one at all! so boring seh. but im watching WWE. world wrestlign entertainment. woah. too rough and much violence. punching here and there and even the 'TOOT'. wow. dats kinda fun to punch. lols. pleaas. dun be soo dirty-finded raudha. iiisshkk2.

hmm. i simply couldnt wait to go out for HARI RAYA! arnd 2 more weeks ehk? i dunno but im waiting for that day man. i wanna eat those funky foods and go out with my frens. argh! peace and freedom at last and money in the bag peeps. klar. i gotta go now. woosh! no skool and exams free! how nice. can u tell me? hhee.

tata! *wink

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